Why?

[milleniumgypsy]

People here that used to be my friends and I wasted my time on apparently remove me from their friends list. Because...? Because I don't post here actively right now? Does it hurt their ratings or something? I go in cycles. I've been hiatus-y here before, and just done 'updates' with twitter. I realize they're not all that exciting, but hey at least you know I'm not dead. And if someone comments I can answer from my email. (I'm a lazy horrible person, I /know/).
I never remove people from my friends list unless they remove me. Every person who removes me makes it less likely that I'll ever want to return, because I see it as a 'you're not important enough to scroll past a small text post of', or 'you're so unimportant that the lack of updates means I've forgotten who you even are', or something. But at one point I tried hard to spend my time on you, and /I/ remember you. I don't know why I bother. Everyone leaves eventually.

I dunno, I'm hormonal and unhappy and that last person who removed me just bothers me. (Especially as they're friends only. I'm shut out of their life forever I suppose.)

Comments

[leia131.livejournal.com]

Oh no! People on LJ can be so weird.

I was so excited to see you posting again, even if it was just Twitter, because I had actually been a little worried about you. It's nice to hear/see your thoughts again, even if they're in a limited number of characters. :)

[invsagoth.livejournal.com]

I know! It's such an odd thing to me to have someone remove me because I'm not posting enough. (Which has been a few people) and then remove me now that I'm twitter updating(?). Especially as they had been people who'd regularly commented here, and I'd regularly commented in their journals. Shite, I'd even sent some of them actual physical mail. ~_~ But they just remove me without a word. It sucks.

I'm glad that you're excited that I'm at least twitter updating! xD Sorry for worrying you though. *snugs*