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Well I'm home
Oct. 8th, 2005 03:05 pmHome as in I am at my family's home, not my apt. It's weird, because I call both places home. I am not confusing to myself, but I do confuse others. I try not to, but I do.
They say home is where your heart is... my heart would be in Colorado. Sooo neither place is really my home. Which actually fits how I feel best.
My brother is so annoying. My poor dog has an allergy to something, and it's caused him to break out in a rash along his stomach which has migrated to a few spots on his back. He's scratched it raw, and he has these spots all over. This happened mostly over the summer. This has happened the last couple summers, but this summer has been the worst. It gets better in the fall though, so I'm assuming it's some plant or something that is irritating him. Anyway, my brother keeps laying on the floor with the dog, holding him by his collar (but hiding that fact) and 'petting' him. Which is sometimes true that he is petting him, but often he scratches the dog in a certain place that causes my dog, who is already full of raw scabs, to scratch more. I get him to stop, but then later he does it again. My mom doesn't think that my pweshious little brother -ever- does anything wrong though, and basically if she doesn't ignore what he does she says 'oooh please don't do that...' *wanders off* I hate it when she's so damn wishy-washy.
Back to the dog though. If he's not making him scratch (he thinks it's funny), then he's hitting him in the face or pulling on his hair or doing other things. He thinks it's funny when my dog squeals out of pain. My sister says that since I've been gone my brother has been doing this a lot. Because I'm not there to protect my dog. Mom just blithely runs along ignoring it and if my sister says anything then he just hits her.
It would be fine for me to be here if my brother was not here.
He just drew on the dog. WTH?? He's not 3 years old! He's 14! Wrap your brain around that. My brother is 14 years old. He gets off on hurting animals, beating up on my sister, and pissing me off. He cannot do a single thing for himself, doesn't try at school so just barely scrapes by with D's (and that's good), and in general is a useless prick.
How am I possibly related I ask you? Though he's like his father. His father is not my father. My brother is only half related to me.
*sigh*. I meant to write something else in here, but it changed to a rant on my brother. Later I will write something else.
They say home is where your heart is... my heart would be in Colorado. Sooo neither place is really my home. Which actually fits how I feel best.
My brother is so annoying. My poor dog has an allergy to something, and it's caused him to break out in a rash along his stomach which has migrated to a few spots on his back. He's scratched it raw, and he has these spots all over. This happened mostly over the summer. This has happened the last couple summers, but this summer has been the worst. It gets better in the fall though, so I'm assuming it's some plant or something that is irritating him. Anyway, my brother keeps laying on the floor with the dog, holding him by his collar (but hiding that fact) and 'petting' him. Which is sometimes true that he is petting him, but often he scratches the dog in a certain place that causes my dog, who is already full of raw scabs, to scratch more. I get him to stop, but then later he does it again. My mom doesn't think that my pweshious little brother -ever- does anything wrong though, and basically if she doesn't ignore what he does she says 'oooh please don't do that...' *wanders off* I hate it when she's so damn wishy-washy.
Back to the dog though. If he's not making him scratch (he thinks it's funny), then he's hitting him in the face or pulling on his hair or doing other things. He thinks it's funny when my dog squeals out of pain. My sister says that since I've been gone my brother has been doing this a lot. Because I'm not there to protect my dog. Mom just blithely runs along ignoring it and if my sister says anything then he just hits her.
It would be fine for me to be here if my brother was not here.
He just drew on the dog. WTH?? He's not 3 years old! He's 14! Wrap your brain around that. My brother is 14 years old. He gets off on hurting animals, beating up on my sister, and pissing me off. He cannot do a single thing for himself, doesn't try at school so just barely scrapes by with D's (and that's good), and in general is a useless prick.
How am I possibly related I ask you? Though he's like his father. His father is not my father. My brother is only half related to me.
*sigh*. I meant to write something else in here, but it changed to a rant on my brother. Later I will write something else.
